Baby Me to Adult Me In Conversation

I cried tonight again.  I felt emotions that I really never felt before.  WE never felt before.  I am here, sounding maybe a bit weird, but with my baby self and she calls me the mommy self. I spoke to my baby self tonight, one to the age of birth to approximately 11 years of […]

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A Horrible Reality

I am sure most people would find me heartless for saying this.  I will not miss one of my family members when she dies.  This person used to be a sister.  I don’t feel she deserves to be in my family unit.  The things she has done, the destructions, manipulations, disgusting acts of unkindness and […]

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What is beautiful?

What is beautiful? Beauty is societie’s view of being overweight or underweight. Two friends both ends of the spectrum finding beauty in both spectrums but questioning societie’s external expectations. I love my best friend. She believes me to be beautiful and me too her. Not because of height size or weight but because we are […]

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Four months and six years

It’s a telling tale when you have gone for four months without a “friend”.  I did visit with “wine” twice.  One time with one glass visit, the other a two glass visit.  I have to admit I felt bad for “wine”.  I did not enjoy the company.  The taste was like drinking rubbing alcohol.  It […]

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