Existing

It was interesting.  I recently decided to go through my letter box and photo albums.  Strangely enough there were letters I wrote and never sent.  One I found intriguing that I want to share.  The letter was this: Relfection – upon life, the future, the past.  Time passing.  Struggling to make time a friend, to […]

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Knowledge of learning to love again

The ghost is me!! and Hampy Of the three, the one in the middle I divorced happily… the two on either side are always in my heart! You have the RIGHT to divorce a sister, even if it’s not on paper.  Words cannot explain the betrayal one feels of a sister versus a friend or […]

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Baby Me to Adult Me In Conversation

I cried tonight again.  I felt emotions that I really never felt before.  WE never felt before.  I am here, sounding maybe a bit weird, but with my baby self and she calls me the mommy self. I spoke to my baby self tonight, one to the age of birth to approximately 11 years of […]

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A Horrible Reality

I am sure most people would find me heartless for saying this.  I will not miss one of my family members when she dies.  This person used to be a sister.  I don’t feel she deserves to be in my family unit.  The things she has done, the destructions, manipulations, disgusting acts of unkindness and […]

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