It hurts not to hurt
I have played this conversation with you Mom for years. For approximately 15 years. Since you told me I should have stayed with him. No matter what. Tonight I need purge in words why I have not been able to talk to you, nor speak my speech which will follow. Mom, I can’t talk to […]
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There are times when the feeling of purging comes back to me. But I have to clearify this feeling. It’s not about eating and purging anymore. It’s about feeling the emotion and finding a way to purge them outside of food. I like that I am not bulimic anymore. I hope those who are who […]
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Recently, as I mentioned in my last post, I have been trained to be a P.R.I.S.M Life Design Coach and also completed my first level NLP Practioner Certification course. One of the interesting parts of this course was that of anchoring. This is where you bring yourself to a great feeling, and at the climax […]
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I’ve finally managed to transfer my site over to a new service provider. I had no problem with the last one, but this one has allowed me 5 websites with more power for the fraction of what I was paying for them individually. It’s always fun to save money, even if you have to put […]
Read MoreThe ghost is me!! and Hampy Of the three, the one in the middle I divorced happily… the two on either side are always in my heart! You have the RIGHT to divorce a sister, even if it’s not on paper. Words cannot explain the betrayal one feels of a sister versus a friend or […]
Read MoreI remember when I was younger walking down the aisle of my Junior High School. One girl named Cheryl would stand being Debbie and let me tell you! They scared the Hell out of me. Cheryl was not a person you would want to contend with. Debbie was about a foot shorter, and she was […]
Read MoreOkay, that sounds really mean. But seriously sometimes I watch people and ask that question. It’s not derogatory. It is a question. Since I have been free of bulimia, I have learned how to eat anything in proportion. I will eat chocolate. One piece subsides my curiosity or feel like having… not craving, of which […]
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My six year old enjoying food and friends. I missed my family though. Well not my neighbour family or furry family. Missed my parents and two sisters and mostly my children. My back was aching all weekend but I managed. And even if I didn’t feel fulfilled with my immediate family, I was thankful for […]
Read MoreI’ve moved my whole life. From childhood, to when I became a young adult, to when I got married. I moved. Total moves? 23. Now most people would say, “wow”, and others would say, “so what”. I don’t know what caused this feeling of isolation and feeling left out. My sister and I spoke about […]
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