One of the most beautiful FB pictures I have seen in a long time. And I get responses simply by posting it and with a line “you know who you are”. With this anyone of my couple of handful of friends will respond. Already really special ones have. Here on this site I say this to you too. You are special. And my followers and visitors mean the world to me. I am so okay in my skin coming from 30 years of bulimia. I can’t explain it, but this picture may be the most important one in my life. I stopped numbing myself through bulimia and started living and opening up to feelings I buried in my eating disorder. I didn’t want to feel anything and eating and throwing my emotions seemed pretty simple. But now I have to live all the emotions. And my best alive feeling is this.. My ones who respond to this. If you are one feel welcome.
I did also get a most wonderful message today from my angel colleague. I was left alone at work and I greeted all my customers without back up. It was great because I love my customers, but when I get hungry… it’s like the Snicker’s bar commercials. I am not myself. I need food! Oh my goodness after being left alone at lunch time I was holding a stick and looking for pinatas, but the one I wanted to hit left!! LOL But my colleague said I was impressive in my holding back and being so caring to the customers even if I was feeling tension inside. That meant the world to me. She is my angel, one that responded, because I know she knows she is one of the ones I sent this out to. My foundations in life are honest and trustworthy friends and family. I am actually lucky. I have two hand fulls. Most just make friends and don’t have that foundation of true ones. I love being bulimic free and being able to connect now to the ones I love in my heart. It’s not marred with the disease anymore. 🙂 But with it does come the need to deal with emotions. Laughter is the first place to start. 🙂
Okay so I am all over the board. but see these two pics and if anyone out there I have made friends with, with these crazy posts, just please like and I will be so grateful. I hope I help. 52 and so happy to be all okay with my body and loving not worrying about having a date with John. LOL Unless it’s absolutely necessary based on God’s rules. 🙂 Which usually comes out of the other end. Exit only.